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Finding Time to Dream
By Christopher Lee, Harvard
I want to act in Hollywood. If that fails, maybe I'll read scripts.
I want to design a building, but if that fails, maybe I'll be a
design Disneyland rides. I want to run a restaurant, but if that
fails, maybe I'll be a food critic.
I dream and dream, get lost in hope and possibilities,
wonderment and bewilderment, ambition and apprehension. Often, I
live my ordinary life, but occasionally, I encounter unordinary
films, architecture and even foods that excite and inspire me. I
want to clench the human spirit and the human imagination tightly
in my hand, squeeze them in my fist and slowly let go to see creativity
of my own.
I see nothing because I'm on my way to class, bustling
back to the dorm, racing to finish the reading, always busy, busy.
I hunger for efficiency and productivity and do so by forcing as
much life into the minute. Time is limited in supply, and demand
is too high, so health, sleep, friends, fun, talks, class, laundry
and plans must all fit within the minute. Where do my dreams belong?
Especially at a place like Harvard, people tend
to plan for the future and act accordingly. You take classes that
not only interest you but also, develop quantitative, literacy,
reasoning, writing and technical skills useful for your adult life.
We have career fairs, summer-opportunity fairs, advising for job
search, fellowship info sessions and even party funds handed to
us. Yes, we get pampered, but no, life is not easy.
People are intelligibly diligent. They don't only
work hard, but they work smart. Most will funnel into law, medicine
and engineering, which are fine professions and necessary for society;
others prefer education, nonprofits or public service, because they
find money distasteful; and the few mavericks whose lives can't
be generalized. I just want to stop being told to think in lines
and rules.
It's just so hard to blaze your own trail, when
there are so many to follow. A liberal arts education is nice, since
I need not to declare my major until my fourth semester. I want
to try and do all there is to try and do. Maybe then, I'll have
time to dream.
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